Thursday, November 26

upset over the blogshop
uptight over mom's 24/7 watch over me & expectations of my grades
uneasy about b's love for me.
agitated that i always dont have time to study during the weekdays
frustrated that my table's still in a mess
annoyed that maybe my pets hate me.
worried that i will not get to own an iphone soon, due to my current rate of spending or Europe.

IF, iphone starts selling before i leave for europe, at least i can borrow money from my mom to buy things from Europe.
but if iphone hasnt come out and i can only get it after Europe, then im gone fucked. i can just say bye iphone forever. till march. argh. might as well kill me.

a young soul like mine shouldnt be worrying so much. right?