Saturday, September 19

my tear ducts have been activated quite a few times this week. they usually stay quite domant. so today i wasnt expecting to face that issue again and it kinda hit me hard in my face again. i also dont uds why admitting to some flaws of mine can be so tough. maybe i always thought i was better than that. but today keith was there to hold and hug me and cheer me up, teaching me how to change. though i was veh sad, i love it when he was just patiently holding me when he had to leave already. everyone tells me that without him i will die. i know i know. he's my fat. :D