Monday, June 29

almost wanted to give cindy's farewell bbq a miss. really wanted to. cuz i was too lazy.
but i didnt wanna hold on to her dress much longer. and her skull necklace. haha.
i seldom ask mama for e car so i know she'll allow me to use tonite.
i wanted to call atiqah to go with me but because i really wanted to give it a miss so by e time i decide it was like 7pm. too late to call her alr.
so like suddenly i just changed into something presentable and drove off. spontaneity yo!
lucky it was just at pandan valley. not at some insane part of the island.

needed some courage to approach a pit full of people. me shy. most of them were her poly friends we think.
there i saw sze, mad n huey.
quite awkward to talk to sze initially. havent talked to her since donkey years.
to think she was one of my closer friends in sec 1 n 2.
GOOD TO KNOW that they all dont meet up so often as i thought HA.

had craving for bbq food since ages. so i just helped myself to the food.
cindy even has a friggin fondue fountain.
melted some marshmallows to put under e fountain. awesomeness really.
and i helped myself to the wings.
the thingy where they put e drinks was mixed with beer and orange juice. i didnt know!
i filled my cup full, drank one mouth, and threw away e rest into the bushes. and helped myself to the coke. HAHA.

so the entire time i was with sze huey n mad.
wenting n suNgin were with liankai soonloong (that faggot) and guohui(another faggot)
i almost pity sze. why isnt she hanging with wenting anymore. oh but do i look like i care.
abandonment doesnt allow pityness.

wenting n suNgin were so cliquish, didnt even wanna take a photo WITH them.
but for keepsake, i used my camera to take a photo of us.
this is how we look at sec 4.



and this is how some of us look like 5 years later.


all grown up aint it.